...urh..so depressed todae..
my results sucked...
damn...im banned from using the PSP n com(i managed to break the password!!!so here im..and my moms not at home!!!hehehe*evil grin*..you n=know the saying goes...when the cat is away, the rats start to play)
got tiikah jie to help buy some *AHEMS* for the party cos im too buzy recently..lols...
walked past a bookshop after band today..i went in and brought some wappin paper and presents...
walked past another sweetie shop and topped up on *AHEMS*
lol...alotof *AHEMS* right???
haha...

hii..kinda moody ere..so its gonna be a short little entry 4 2day...
kae...lets start with the good news
i passed my ENGLISH!!!!
i never expected it y'know!!
i passed my SCIENCE!!!
okay..i sort'a expected it...but not as well as i did..haha...lol
i've gotten a new trombone!!!(its not really mine...its only temporaily cos my senior's gonna use it when he gets back..actually i dont really mine...at least i got to use it FIRST!!!Muahahahaha....and it's BRAND NEW...GOLD IN COLOUR!!!its really an honour to be able to use it...cos i so suck in my trombone playing...*sobs*no wonder i play the Bass Trombone la...)
i PASSED my piano exam!!!
OK..enough of good news...
BAd News...
i failed my maths...
it kinda shocked me..and i didnt dare to telll my parents...
i failed my Higher Chinese...
it kinda shocked mi 2...cos i studied like crap!!!
i failed my History...mmmm..*sobs*
i DID NOT expect it at all!!! HIstory's my best subject y'noe...
Yiru won me by 1 mark in science...(i m a really really KIASU person...u cant blame me for that..its my nature....:p..argh!if only i remembered to do that stuupid idiotic question!!!)
i think i flunked the LV presentation tingy...(i was like stammerin all the way..was i???i tried speaking as loud as i could..didi???nevm...at least its over...)
ok...so it turned out to be a rather long post(for a person like me..)

Polarr

sighz...today sucked!!
i dunno why, mabbe cos of my history results!
i flunked!!!NO FAIR!!!i STUDIED LIKE A MAD WOMAN AND YET I GETTIN TIS TYPE OF HORRIBLE RESULTS!!!
crap!i failed..15/40!!!i used to do well in History, it was my fave subject...but now...im starting to lose confidence in my academic results...*sobs*
ok.im dun wanna talk about this anymore..oh yea, today we, ROMPETS stayed back for LV project...ok it was fun, it made me laugh like crap ,and i managed to forget about my bloody results for the day!!!Haha!!!
i narrated Scene 1 when Randomzier,Womanizer,Mr Thomas(siao..so many Nicknamesss) came into the library n like, drop books(?) then Tiikah jie actedas the Librarian then she like...scolded him..haha..i was like laughing like hell!!!ROFL!!!(of course i didnt exactly roll..but nvm..)
Next up is Yiru n Onion kor,Yiru's the granddaughter while Onion's the old man(zhi ko peh...=.=)haha..the duo acted so well!!!
Yiru:AH Kong, today's such a beautifull dae!!!
Onion:nodds..
then they were like strolling until yiru saw mi ,she sort'a like tossed Onion kor aside like a ragdoll(i like tis part)then Onion let out a high-pitched sceam..so funny!!!!hahahaha...
oh sharks ..
i hav no time to write scene 3(need 2 chiong Art..FREAK!!!!!i doing a ship for art..and i sux!!!)

signs...tiikah jie didnt come today..i checked her blog soon after i came home..hmm..it seems that she's suffering from high fever..tiikah jie muz get well soon horz...oh..n Akim kor too!!!Bro n Sis sey....haha..lol...since tiikah jie was not here today, i 'll just have to talk to Rita jie for the day...hmm..the morning feels so weird wen Tiikah jie's not here...since shes not here, i decided to chiong my maths hw, it was then i realised i was the only girl in the class...lols...in the end, i had to resort to copying my maths hw from the anw sheet cos i tink i could not finish in time...sides, eveyone was doin it...right???haha..so i chionged..
Dnt..
Boring as usual..i was like..daydreaming all the way...
Recess..
i chiong my maths..yiru offered to help mi buy my socks wen she spotted a HUGE HUGE hole in it..haha llol...!Thanks anyw! cos youre a GR8 Fren!!!
Math!
i still could not finsh my maths...i though i would die n i kept prayin that mrs Gan wouldnt come..too late, i ask her during flag raising..sighzzz
THANK GOD!!!
Mrs Gan not go through the hw!
I REPEAT<
Mrs Gan did not go through the hw! YEAA!!!
After Maths was Higher Chinese..n guess wad..
i flunked my papers..
i failed..for the first time...in my entire life(except during my first ever common test in JVSS)i failed..despite the fact that i burnt the midnight oil for it..i was devastated..oh course...
i felt my neck n face going hot all of the sudden...i actuallywanted to cry..but i could not bring myself 2...
i controlled my self
Science.
i could not hold on much longer.my tears are threatening to stream out anytime...
yea..luckily, Rita jie was there to comfort me for awhile..so i did not really cry..i just felt my self burning up..(i dunno.. i always feel my body burning up wen im angry, sad,or blushing...)
i was rather quiet throughout science lssn..i duno..i was..not really feeling like myself..my failure in higher chinese..sighz....

Geeez...another BORING day at school...torrow 's the school's annual ross country..BORING...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so sleepy now....
can i sleep???
YAWN***

how would u feel if u think that you bestest friend has betrayed u,but at the same time, u trust her?STUCK..thats the only word..Yupp...stuck..itslike there are two sides...and you are close to Both of them..i feel like a backstabber...really..
i've always despised backstabbers..
i hate myself..??!!
oh no....
why?!i m friends with both of them..
but now...i cant trust either one of them...
even myself!
im so lost!!!!
why is this happening?!
they're my closest friends!!!i loved them!!!
but now...
all that is left are ashes
of our once happy friendships,
and beautiful
memories left lingering in the back of my mind..
like a torn apart web
a shattered heart,
can never be fixed again...

Polar

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